oh gosh. thrashing is so cool!!! (THrash, Trash, there's a difference) not that i love it and want to do it every day. but i find it very inspirational and.....thought-provoking. yeah. so, i discovered lots of things from my fellow sec 2 dancers!!Thrashing:
vomitting out each and everyone's weaknesses without any intention of harm:))))
everyone had their own problems among themselves and shot it all out today. we kept extending the time cos all of us were really into it. like going all out to know each other, which was great. we knew each other better and told everyone why we're unhappy with them. it might affect our relationships, i hope in a good way. but i feel it's a really great method to know each other, and myself better. amazingly, i don't even noe myself. i noe some of my weaknesses, but my frens made me realize lots of other stuff, so thanks alot!!!:) hahahaha i can already feel the bonded warmth between us, maybe because now we know each other's flaws. i have very interesting and really really nice frens, i must say. i'm so glad the seniors were so thoughtful and made us "thrash" each other. it was difficult at first, and everyone started saying...."no comments", and other lame stuff. but after that we realized it's getting nowhere and decided to jus DO IT. hahaha. no other way to describe it. so we DID IT. and it was...filled with mixed feelings. Joy, i dunno why, i jus love my frens. Fear, for wad they'll say about me. Sorrow, as i feel bad that we're saying bad things bout each other, not really used to saying such things right in people's faces. Hesitation, don't really know what i should say for some people, cos i don't really know them. hahaha. so these are jus some of the feelings i had while sitting in that sacred circle.
i also discovered that some problems were left unsolved and we should get down to it, asap. apparently, great minds think alike and the three of us are gonna thrash again. hahaha. i really hope that thrashing helped all of us and that nothing will change between the sec 2s. actually, the change should be being more bonded and happier times will be spent together!!! hahaha. we need another dance bonding. thursday is a good idea.:))))
Labels: emo days
got me singing like, nananana everyday, 9:27 PM.
